About Letting Go

So, I thought the modeling photos would keep the wolves away for a while but it would seem that they failed. The blog gods demand fresh blood. So here it goes. . .
::I have had a very interesting last few weeks, this post will serve to walk you through the joy ride that has been my life for the past month or so. School continues to be entertaining, and I worked through some mid-terms with respectable grades.
::I would like to illuminate this post with the wonderful news of my cousin's wedding that happened a few weekends ago. I was entrusted with the photography, and you can see the photos here and here . I never got to toast my dearest Celina because I was holding a camera the entire night. So, Celina, I love you, and wish for you the happiest marriage with Evin, and I thank you for the love and respect shown to me by allowing me to photograph your day.
::I would like to thank Robert for opening his home again for a second annual Halloween party, and it was great. Photos are on webphoto .
::The trip to San Francisco was much needed and started re-opening my eyes from the stress logged squint I have been looking at the world through recently. I realized today during my drive home from my parents house that I had again lost sight of the wonderful things that I have going on in my life. On my way home, I let go. I let go of the things that have been making me angry inside. I let go of the things that have brought me sadness, and realized that sometimes, the shit just isn't worth holding in your soul. Tonight I let go of money, I let go of stress, and I let go of pride. I would like to apologize to anyone who has seen the difference in me, and I assure you, my eyes are again open.
:: Lastly, I would like to congratulate my father for letting go 9 years ago today. People always look to the New Year as an opportunity to let go of whatever it is that haunts them. Their weight, their money troubles, their vices, their grudges, or their myspace accounts. I say that the day for this is today, it's tomorrow, and it's next day. I am so tired of being tired, I am brain hurting, heart burning stressed out about being stressed out. I'm done. I am reminded of a post on emptychairs , about making a website about the beauty in the world. I would like to start a page were people can post what it is that they want to let go of. I realized that tonight, that when things are held in the soul, it's usually done so because of pride, attachment, or even resentment. I think that maybe just realizing that we want to let go of some things, is all it takes. Please feel free to comment anonymously about something you have been holding onto, and want to let go of, it might help, or it might not, but who the hell cares right?
-webpablo out.

About Letting Go

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